I don't understand how I'm feeling. I feel just...off. Not really happy, but not UNhappy at the same time. I feel restless. But I am so busy, how can this be? Maybe I need more change in my life. But I feel I do change my routine up a lot. Perhaps I just want to get married instead of dealing with these long drawn out affairs. But I am having fun being engaged and people are throwing parties for me. Why am I arguing with myself? I think I'm trying to work through things because I don't have a friend to sit and have tea or coffee with. A friend that understands where I am coming from...that I don't understand where I am coming from. I'm not working out enough. Hence the silly nonsense to my left.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
a wry sense of humor...
I don't understand how I'm feeling. I feel just...off. Not really happy, but not UNhappy at the same time. I feel restless. But I am so busy, how can this be? Maybe I need more change in my life. But I feel I do change my routine up a lot. Perhaps I just want to get married instead of dealing with these long drawn out affairs. But I am having fun being engaged and people are throwing parties for me. Why am I arguing with myself? I think I'm trying to work through things because I don't have a friend to sit and have tea or coffee with. A friend that understands where I am coming from...that I don't understand where I am coming from. I'm not working out enough. Hence the silly nonsense to my left.
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2 comments:
when you come to sb we will sit and talk about everything. i wish so badly for a repeat of israel right now. i just want to be with you.
ill be your friend for coffee. or tea.
something new and not a bore.
when i barley understand me.
thats what i have you for.
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